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In the Journey of Life

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How do I live?

"Without you There'd be no sun in my sky There would be no love in my life There'd be no world left for me And I, well baby, I don't know...

I'll follow the sun

In 50 days, Caleb and I traveled more than 5,000km across Europe, through 13 countries, and we walked a total of 787,297 steps - that's...

19 weeks into my grief journey

People often talk about the five stages of grief - denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance - and how a person in grief would...

"It takes a village..."

The phrase "it takes a village" is primarily used to convey the message that it takes many people to provide a safe environment for...

Is it ok to not be ok?

I am not ok. I haven't been ok since Joshua's death 4 months ago. I have been unable to share my thoughts and feelings with family and...

PLEASE don't...

PLEASE don't ask me if I feel better. Bereavement is not a condition from which you recover like an illness. PLEASE don't say that at...

Life without Joshua

It is exactly 3 months since I lost Joshua. Exactly 13 weeks since his death, and mine too. I may still be breathing, and my heart may...

The end of the world

"Why do the birds go on singing? Why do the stars glow above? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when I lost your love I...

Handling grief

"We don't get over it. We don't move on. We don't go through five stages and all of a sudden, we're good. This is not how grief works." I...

1-month angelversary

Today is Joshua's 1-month angelversary, the day he "became" an angel. I don't have the words to express how I feel today, and the many...

God's child

For the last 25 days, I have been fervently praying to God for answers to Joshua's death, comfort for the loss and strength to go on....

Trying to cope

Exactly 3 weeks ago, my world shattered when Joshua died. Since then, I have spiraled into great despair that no one can begin to...

Living a nightmare

Ever since Joshua's death, I bounce from periods of numbness, void of emotion to moments of pain and anguish. I am trying to read books...

Glimpse of Heaven?

Caleb had a lovely dream the other day. He dreamt of an island called Macapagal, located where the Indian and Atlantic Oceans meet, and...

Unanswered prayers

It has been 11 excruciatingly painful days since Joshua's death, where Caleb and I have been struggling with our unanswered questions to...

An unbearable pain

Last Thursday, exactly one week ago, my soul died with Joshua, and I am now left with emptiness and pain so consuming and unbearable....

A loss so great

I have lost a son; Caleb has lost his brother. We have lost our world. There are no words to express how we feel. I will share Joshua's...

In memory of my dad

My dad was called home to the Lord on Saturday, June 17th 2023, after having been on a 2 year journey with cancer. As sad as we are that...

My dad's health at 85

It has been over a year since my last blog post, in which I have been overwhelmed with juggling my duties as a daughter caring for an...

Battling with my inner demons as a caregiver

When my mum went through her cancer journey, both my dad and I had the shared responsibility of being her caregiver. She passed away in...

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